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Hello 30: A New Decade, A New Chapter It feels surreal to be typing here again after five years of silence. Life has been moving so fast that my little corner of the internet was left untouched, waiting patiently for me to return. And here I am — a little older, a little wiser, and officially stepping into a brand-new decade of life. On 1st August 2025 , I celebrated my 30th birthday with a visit to Zoo Negara — simple, joyful, and nostalgic. It reminded me that while the world is constantly changing, some joys remain timeless. Turning 30 feels like both a milestone and a fresh canvas. So, before I look ahead, I want to pause and reflect on the journey that brought me here. --- ✨ The Last 5 Years: A Season of Growth Five years may sound like a long time, but for me, it has been a season of transformation. In that span, I stepped into roles I never imagined — as a wife, a mother, and a master’s graduate. Marriage (December 2021): The journey of love and partnership began when I said ...

Assalamualaikum, Apa khabar semua ? Kembali pada isu yang memang Syaf nak kongsi iaitu pasal TRAVEL. Jadi macam mana Syaf boleh terjebak dengan hobi dan passion ni? Ceritanya macam ni : Masa 2017 tu Syaf start Diet dan Exercise masa tengah buat Internship kat TNB Janamanjung. Masa tu nak diet sebab nak ada perubahan sebelum habis degree. So Syaf dapat turun kan berat almost 20 kg. So berat dalam 40kg++ time tu. Jadi untuk bagi reward pada diri sendiri Syaf kumpul duit dengan kerja part time masa 4th Year 1st Sem dan 4th Year 2nd Sem. Memang struggle sebab penat. Nak study nak jaga makan nak kumpul duit. So first time tu masa birthday Syaf bulan 8 2017. Syaf rasa mcm nak p negara lain. So Syaf ajak lah Husna dan Husna ajak Aidil. Kami 3 org ni group sekali untuk project Capstone ke MDP entah. Tak ingat. Jadi untuk try error tanpa fikir panjang, Syaf buat Passport masa birthday. Lepas tu balik rumah terus cari kot ada package yang murah. Jadi decide nak cuba pergi Singapore ...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM. Moga ALLAH permudahkan urusan orang yang membaca penulisan ini. Terima kasih untuk sokongan anda. Heeeee. Untuk entry post kali ini Syaf decide untuk tulis pasal ni. Syaf anak ke-2 dari 5 orang adik beradik. Jarak umur antara adik beradik syaf ialah 3 Tahun. Along - 1992 Angah - 1995 (syaf) Acik - 1998 Ateh - 2001 Adik - 2004 Selalu kita dengar "tips parenting" ni untuk ibu bapa je kan. Jadi hari ni Syaf cuma nak share sikit lah macam mana peranan kita sebagai adik beradik yang lebih dewasa dalam membentuk atau "guide' adik2 kita yang lebih muda. Macam Syaf sendiri memang rapat dengan adik2 bawah Syaf. Jadi bila Syaf nak kena pergi mana2, ada masa Syaf akan bawak adik Syaf. Syaf selalu baca "tips parenting" dari instagram Dr. Sheikh Muszapar Shukor tapi memandangkan Syaf tak kawin lagi, Syaf apply benda ni pada adik2 Syaf. Parents Syaf lahir 1966 dan adik bongsu Syaf lahir 2004. Can u imagine the gap is 38 years? Jad...

Assalamualaikum, For 2020 I promise myself to at least make 12 entry per year. hahaha. Sound simple but hard to manage. I would like to share about my traveling journey of course and some other things. So this is my first entry for this year. My last entry was on 2017. I will mix the language depend on the mood. Excuse my grammar since I already left the writing long time ago. Welcome to My Blog! Yesterday I try using Wordpress but it kinda hard, so I just decide to use this blog again. hahaha. Anyone who knows how to make Ads Sense please roger me since I got some error during the setting. 😞 Stay tune for more update. hehehe. Regards, Syaf 💖

 Hello guys, it been a year that i don't update my blog. Too busy with many activities and work. hahahaha. So my 3rd year end up well and now i only left 2 weeks for internship. I'm doing my internship at TNB JANAMANJUNG in Boiler Maintenance Section as trainee. I gain a lot of knowledge and experience for 10 weeks and still got 2 weeks to go. My tips about internship is you need to choose a place that you really love to work. So good luck and all the best. hahaha. Tomorrow is my presentation for visiting lecturer.  Pray for me yeah! If i have some free time i will tell you guys about what we need when we want to apply place for internship. Adios. Okey Dokey yo.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM AND HYE EVERYONE. Lama gila tak update blog. hahaha. selalu read je apa yang dah tulis lama2. tuh. Bila buka balik blog. Wow terkejut dah  8282 total page view. Alhamdullilah. heee. Thanks guys. So basically, tahun ni dah 21 tahun pada 1 OGOS 2016 haritu. Tahun ni punya hari jadi sangatlah mengembirakan hati ni. hahaha. Sebab first time sambut dengan ramai orang. kira diorang yang arrange suprise birthday party. Lepastu Nazhan bagi hadiah dan kitorang keluar all day lah jugak. Thanks Bae and thanks geng kelab integrity. hahaha. Buruk dan baik punya pengalaman tahun ni banyak lah but don't care lah. Nak positive vibe je.hahaha. sumpah lah busy gila dah third year second semeseter ni. sebab ni subject yang ambik : Principle of Managment Engineer in Society Machine and Design Lab (CAD LAB) Heat transfer Heat transfer Lab Vibration Machine Design Process Alhamdullilah setakat ni boleh lah lagi bawak semua even busy gila dengan kela...

DENGAN NAMA ALLAH YANG MAHA PEMURAH LAGI MAHA PENYAYANG WoW , memang lama betul dah tinggal blog... hahahahaha.. banyak benda kot yang dah terjadi sepanjang masa yang berlalu..  like seriously... People change.. Kadang aku pon tak faham..  Diorang buat orang dah terbiasa lepas tu diorang jadi karakter lain plak..  oh please ! i really annoy this kind of people.. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Pasal aku punya pelajaran pulak.. Nak jadi JURUTERA ingat mudah ke? Bermandi Air mata dan keringat tau tak... Berapa kali down.. Berapa kali tak ada mood nak study.. Tapi okeylah setakat ni.. setakat nak give up tu biasalah.. lumrah belajar.. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Kisah CINTA.. Ni lagi sedih.. hmmmmm.. Aku seriously memang type yang bila dah sayang gila.. Jadi SENSETIF, OVERPROTECTIVE Memang lah semua benda tak kena.. Dah kalau Gatal cam lahanat.. Sapa boleh tahan.. I...

Lama tak menulis. Mungkin sibuk? Ya sibuk. Sekarang dah nak habis first year second semester degree. Banyak benda yang aku lalui sepanjang semester ni. kadang - kadang rasa nak tersungkur. Jatuh. Nangis.  hmmmmm Susah nak meluah. sebab  tak ada yang faham sebab bila meluah kita yang di persalah Kita ada Allah. Tahu.  ceritalah dekat Allah. Tahu. cuma manusia ni, kadang - kadang dia perlu seseorang jugak untuk meluah. To be honest tak tahu apa yang diri sendiri rasa nampak normal luaran tapi dalam aku takut keputusan exam, walaupun dah buat sehabis baik aku takut dengan parents, takut jadi anak yang tak baik aku takut dengan Tuhan, sebab banyak dosa aku aku takut dengan orang yang aku sayang, sebab aku banyak kekurangan banyak aku fikir serabut kan? Harap penantian aku yang 4 tahun kau tak persia sebab aku tak nak benci kau sebenarnya aku takut hahahahaha takut diri tak...

Alhamdullilah.. Aku dah dapat kerja.. hari ni dah 6 hari aku kerja.. Hmm.. Gaji aku x tanya lah pulak.. My first experience bekerja.. hmm.. Penat Sangat.. Baru tau.. susah jugak kerja camni.. Daripada kerja ni aku dapatlah sikit beberapa pengajaran.. hahahaha.. Ni yang nak share... Harap boleh dijadikan teladan. Aku kerja kat Kedai Hasil Laut.. Well, aku kena restock barang.. layan customer.. Timbang barang.. Angkat Kotak yang superb berat ( yelah kedai yang aku kerja tak de pekerja lelaki ) .. Itu Normal lah kan.. Tapi yang aku rasa TERASA sikit sebabnya melihatkan perangai Manusia yang macam - macam jenis.. RAMBUT SAMA HITAM TAPI, HATI LAIN - LAIN..  1. Ada seorang mak cik ni.. Dia Tanya aku Pasal satu ikan ni.. Aku baru first day kerja.. Manalah tau apa.. So aku tanya kat pekerja lama.. Then Mak cik tu dengan selamba cakap.. " Ni kedai yang kau kerja... x kan x reti apa benda.. nak jawab pun susah" Hello Mak cik.. kalau saya tau.. saya x tanya.. Mak cik pon ...

Bismillahirohmanirohim.. well, ni dah hampir seminggu aku bercuti.. Tajuk entry ni pasal... aku yang mencari kerja kosong...  Aku x tau lah plak yang cari kerja kosong utk SEBULAN tu susah.. hmmmm... sebenarnya aku pon segan gak bila nak tanya asyik x dapat.. tapi pengalaman lah kan.. Pekara paling lawak bagi aku bila mintak kerja..  orang akan cakap  and tanya .. " Adik umur berapa? "  " memamg dah x nak belajar ke? "  " adik nak kerja apa?" well, aku tau lah UNITEN ni memamg semester break dia lain sikit.. hahaha.. bila aku gtaw kata ni cuti sem.. dah degree.. semua buat muka tak caya.. hmmm... sebab aku g mintak kerja pakai seluar track n tshirt biasa n tudung bawal yang serabai ke sampai semua cam tak yakin dengan aku.. Balik - balik alasan.. kami  nak at least yang cuti sem dia dua or tiga bulan.. hmmmm... banyak benda yang nak diajar.. permasalahannya aku kan nak jaga kedai biasa2 je.. x pon cuci pape ke.. hmmmm... benda basic.. de...

hye guys! i'm back after finish my first semester for degree.. Hopefully everything gonna be okay. well, seems a lot of things had happend to me.. i just don't know why.. but my feeling is so so so so weak.. Easy to be hurt.. Asishhhh.. I need medicine to make sure my heart still working well.. hmmmm... kalau bercakap pasal pelajaran tipu lah tak stress.. sangat stress.. sangat ! sangat ! semester ni paling aku boleh catch up TITB.. ahaaa.. Tamadun islam Tamadun Barat.. macam sejarah.. Yeah, sebab tu subject yang aku suka.. so memamg boleh masuk dengan jiwa ni.. yang bermasalahnya sikit tu haaaa.. Advance Calculus, Material, Engineering Graphic, Programming. Pasal relay? hahahaha.. sometimes okay sometimes gaduh. Normal? maybe.. hmmm.. Pendapat aku biasalah kalau kita cerewet, cepat jealous, banyak membebel... Dah nama pon Sayang. hmm.. kalau x sayang.. langsung x kisah.. erghhhhhhh... x faham gak dengan apa yang ada dalam kepala diorang.. hahaha.. perempuan o...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM!!  Lamanya tak update blog.. wahhh...Dah habis foundation.. hmmm... Sekarang dah nak habis SEM 1 Degree.. Means banyaklah benda yang nak kena usaha.. Makin susah dan makin mencabar... Erghhhhh... tapi SEM 1 aku dilengkapi dengan kawan - kawan yang banyak membantu.. Thanks too Azira , Nazhan , Izzat dan Syilah.. hahahaha.. Tanpa korang sapalah aku kan...  Well, tak ada apa yang nak dikongsi sangat pon.. hmmm.. ni ialah laman web untuk student  UNITEN download notes, exam paper and etc.. LAMAN MOODLE@UNITEN Next, ini merupakan Subjek yang bakal aku ambik dan ada yang dah ambik untuk SEM 1...  Semua sekali ada 8 SEM.. Lemah semangat ? Putus asa? selalu je aku rasa...sebab apa? sebab memang mencabar.. Orang cakap masuk U swasta senang.. Tipulah... Masuk dulu baru cakap.. Tak taulah U swasta lain camner... Tapi U aku soalan dia TOUGH sampai rasa nak tercabut otak study.. JADUAL DEGREE Konklusinya, berusaha ...

A boy was dating a girl who  always  hurt his feelings. One day, she broke up with him and stormed out of the house. Three months later, the girl had a change of heart. She realized that she really loved the boy,  so she went back to him and said,  “Give me one more chance. I love you and I need you. I will never hurt you anymore. ” But the boy just laughed and said, “Only a fool would take back someone who hurt them so badly…” The girl felt hopeless and began to cry, but the boy put his arms around her,  hugged her tightly and said, . . . . . . . “And I guess I am one of those fools...

Bismillahirohmanirohim It such a long time that i didn't write in my blog.. Maybe because too busy with New sem.. well . Alhamdullilah there is one more sem before i could continue my studies in Degree in Mechanical Engineering.. I'm getting scared because i think it will be hardest for me cause i'm the only girl in my class with a new guy friends.. There are so quite.. So i feel shy a bit to interact with them.. Common guys! my ex classmate just act like a normal even i'm the only girl in that class.. Don't make me feel akward.. Anyway, my parents told me to do as well as i can for this Trimester 3 so i can apply for YTN or MARA.. yeah! i'm really work hard on it.. but sometimes maybe there is no luck.. i think.. hahaha.. nevermind just doing my best.. DOA + USAHA + TAWAKAL..  For this trimester i quite busy cause i'm joining DEBAT.. well for the first time.. i thought it was very hard.. "actually untill now i feel that".. but i...

"Kau tak kisah?" "Kisah apa?" "Kalau orang yang kau suka, berjodoh dengan orang lain?" "Jodoh itu Tuhan yang tuliskan. Aku sebagai hamba yang sudah dituliskan takdir, nak tak nak, kena akur." "Tapi ini soal rasa. Dan rasa itu sekali membekas, sampai bila-bila." "Jadi?" "Takkan tak rasa kecewa sikit pun?" "Tuhan tak suruh kita mencintai yang lain, sebaliknya mencintai DIA. Memang rasa suka tu fitrah, kita boleh je pilih untuk tak letak harapan." [Harapan itu akar kepada masalah sakit hati. Expectation is the root of all heartache.]

Alhamdullilah Even everyone said that it just common achievement.. but i believe it is hard to get and need a lot of things to be done to make it reality.. Not everyone can get a good gred and marks.. so it is normal to be happy for their success..  well, i'm really proud with my two younger sister..  syamimi : 5A UPSR, 8A UPKK, 5A SRA  straight A's for every big exam  syazana : 8A1B PMR (B arabic) congrats guys!! Hopefully this 2013 will be a sweet moments for my both parents.. Too many things happen in this year.. I got my SPM result and futher my study in UNITEN.. well, even it just an ordinary result.. It still make my mom and dad smile.. i feel grateful with that.. People always thought that if someone enter a IPTS it means that people doesn't get any other offer.. To be honestly, i got POLI Ungku Umar at Perak course Diploma in Mechi.. I also got Matrik Pahang in science for 1 years.. I got FIST...

"A few drops of your Blood can help a life to bloom." Because this is my first time doing this.. i quite nervous.. but overall everything is okay.. i love this kind of activities.. what a great experient i gain.. hopefully i will be prepared and have more chance to donate blood.. AB BLOOD GROUP character had blood group AB can be seen as below:   1.  People with blood type AB have a feeling this is a sensitive, gentle.  2. They are attentive to other people's feelings and always face other people with care and prudence.  3. In addition, they are hard to themselves also with those close to him.  4. They thus tend to seem to have two personalities.  5. They often become sentimental and think something too deep.  6. They have many friends, but they need time alone to think about their problems  7. The person in his body flowing blood type AB have another character from another....

Hye Naz!!! well this is the surprise that i told you.. :D This entry is dedicated to you.. I'm sorry for every single things.. Happy born day.. Dah 18 kot...hahahhaha..lambat betul kau lahir.. 16 December 2013 --------------------------------- Here some picture of us.. lolz.. ni jelah yang mampu aku letak pon.. hahaha..                            -------------------------------------- p/s : Thanks for every single things.. i really appreciate that..  :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET 18 DEAR  http://studio.stupeflix.com/v/4wbY09MOqi/ http://studio.stupeflix.com/v/dsXhOI6E6Z/ ^^ watch at this link  I HOPE YOU LIKE IT.. first trial.. hahahaha.. x sePRO kau.. :) well, menanti prezzi kau.....

well , today i would like to share some of  my picture from 2005 untill 2013  .. hahaha.. i think my height increase slowly while my weight increase so fast.. This is kind of nostalgic for me.. hew hew..  :D "Memory remain " When its difficult to decide, don't look too far in the future , just focus on tommorow. i was years 4 in this picture.. which means i was 10 y/o (2005) can you recognize which one is me?? hahaha.. This when i was form 2.. 14 y/o (2009) This is on 2010 when i was form 3 This on 2011 when i was f4.. we had a camp.. i can see myself there.. hahaha.. Here is my class picture when i was form 4 (2011) This on Eid in 2011 (f4) .. My G7S This is on 2012 (F5) .. we had Maulidur Rasul event this is on 2012 (f5) when i wear MPP uniform .. SPM 2012 F5 After finish SPM.. My G7S.. 2012.. F5.. This is when i was...